my angel.....

hmmmm my angel is too gud i m really lucky 2 be d luckkiest gal in dis universe to hv him as my soulmate...ang

an angel within soul...
unbounded to anyone...
his luv n care showered to all..
yet he never got fall...

when i felt his touch...
i cudnt resist myself...
i told him my all..
my sorrows , my weakness,
my victories , my losses..
but den also his luv n care just went on...
i felt like i was a blessed child
i got happy 4 my destiny
for beholding sum so gud..
i cherished every moment

dont knw how dat angel fall for me
but still i got so happy. ...
i cherished my life for d first time..
he took away my imperfections,
completed me wid his luv
made me perfect gal...

now dat i stand....
i hv all as one...
dats u my angel.
u r everything to me,
 u r my treasure,
 u r my destiny.
.u r my life n
 all i wanted to have....

distance n anger of my luv

hmmm in d midnight hour..i m blogging just cos i cant hold my tears in my eyes...

as it rolled down my cheeks..i knw dis is d one thing which my luv cant handle........
hmmmm i knw i hv taken a wrong choice....
but he also knows very well i cant handle his anger....
i just cant hold tears in my eyes ..i m really sorry
i understand ur words n feelings behind it...
i understand ur luv n care 4 me...
still i cant hold d tears in my eyes n
 there a tear rolled down my right eye...
i m so sorry i hurted u..
but i didnt got any chance to say no...
i just understood dis dat if i refuse to go alone wid d guest..
mymom has to go wid me..n i can feel dat she needs a pure rest...
or she will fall seriously ill...
dats y i didnt uttereda word n said yes to go thru dis...
i m sorry i cant hold my tears...
so tears r rolling down my cheeks...
i made u angry n upset...
but what to do...u say
i did what my heart said....
but if my soul gets upset wid me...
how will i wander???
u say go to sleep...
but my eyes didnt linger any sleep..
what to do??what to say??
i m totally confused..
i cant hold tears inmy eyes
n itrolled down my cheeks

TRUST N LOVE

hmmmmmm here i m to speak abt my life ...my story........
always in my thoughts n my mind...
there only one line echoed..
saying abt trust n love,
dat it goes hand in hand...
i always believed
love cant be ruled without trust...
and my belief turned into truth
when i was all alone,
u holded my hand...
when i was in darkness..
and crying with despair..
u lifted my spirits high...
when i was thinking to leave d world...
u took me into a new era,
telling me its not the end..
u brought me to d world..
where i hv never thought to come..
never in my dreams..
never in my thoughts..
now after we hv plunged into each other..
it feels so different..
u say i hv changed..
but how can i???
i m ur shadow n wanted always to be....
who can see as u see. do as u do..
where m i lost??
where m i gone???
why hvi changed???
why m i again moving into darkness???
why m i weeping again in despair???
is sumthing changd b/w us??
no its not my heart answered...
d love is d same..
d trust is d same...
d feeling of being together forever is d same..
den wat chamged???
why i feel like our frndship to be ruined slowly??
why i feel like our home to be ruined slowly?
its not ruining me alone i knw..
its ruining us both, killing us slowly n slowly
whats  poison which is engulfing us???
i wish 2 knw dat
before its too late..
i wish 2 sustain my love forever..
before it slips from my hand...
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