distance n anger of my luv

hmmm in d midnight hour..i m blogging just cos i cant hold my tears in my eyes...

as it rolled down my cheeks..i knw dis is d one thing which my luv cant handle........
hmmmm i knw i hv taken a wrong choice....
but he also knows very well i cant handle his anger....
i just cant hold tears in my eyes ..i m really sorry
i understand ur words n feelings behind it...
i understand ur luv n care 4 me...
still i cant hold d tears in my eyes n
 there a tear rolled down my right eye...
i m so sorry i hurted u..
but i didnt got any chance to say no...
i just understood dis dat if i refuse to go alone wid d guest..
mymom has to go wid me..n i can feel dat she needs a pure rest...
or she will fall seriously ill...
dats y i didnt uttereda word n said yes to go thru dis...
i m sorry i cant hold my tears...
so tears r rolling down my cheeks...
i made u angry n upset...
but what to do...u say
i did what my heart said....
but if my soul gets upset wid me...
how will i wander???
u say go to sleep...
but my eyes didnt linger any sleep..
what to do??what to say??
i m totally confused..
i cant hold tears inmy eyes
n itrolled down my cheeks